Was worth waiting for you

While I was waiting for you, only your absence came to find me,
My arms were asking for your skin,
my lips for your kisses
and my eyes by the glow of yours,
the intensity of the cold was distressing me
and you weren’t here to keep me warm.

You said you’d come back, but my hope faded,
I just wanted to look at you in my bed again
and no longer feel your absence,
my hopes and dreams were dissipating
turning into sorrows.

The immense distance opened a great abyss to our love,
and even though I was sailing in a sea of doubt, I knew you’d come back.
Although the years have passed and it is not the same,
I’ll still be there for you;
And if I didn’t meet you on your arrival
these letters will reveal my story,
every word, every drop of ink,
will translate my life into your waiting.
Then you know I’ve always had my eye on the horizon
longing for your return, among flowers in spring,
countless summers, harsh winters,
and dry autumn leaves.

Then you’ll know that even though in my reality you weren’t,
In my dreams I could touch you,
then you’ll know that the desire to see you clouded my gaze,
forgetting a world that judged.

And if you find me, don’t say anything, I won’t ask for anything. Just stay right here,
because I don’t want to leave this world without a cup of coffee by your side,
caressing your hand and feeling a warm hug that says it was worth waiting for you

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Doggy love

Love, loyalty, transparency,
they fully describe you,
there’s no such thing as contempt with you,
the loneliness dissipates.
The warmth of your presence enfolds me,
and your wet kisses are my inspiration.
You are the essence of the purest love,
of friendship, of joy.
My little girl, my Pamela
Always there, always by my side,
talking to me with your eyes
expressing your fervor to me.
You can see my joy, you can also hear my sadness,
you soothe my pain with your hairy caresses,
giving the most genuine of a pure soul.
Never can love be so sublime,
Never can a love be so faithful,
I’m lucky to have you,
to know goodness,
and the meaning of love,
without waiting any longer.
She is my Pame….

pamelamascota

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The last image is of my property, it was taken with my Canon camera to my pet.

Were we lovers?

Today I dreamt you again,
showing you insatiable and seductive,
your hands covered all my skin,
and I wanted to sink into yours, were we lovers?

In my dream
there were no masks, no hiding places,
they didn’t exist,
you were no longer in other arms,
nor I in another look,
your eyes were moist with love
and in turn with desire,
How to describe it?
Were we lovers?

Your perfume was soaked in my skin,
and in bed we’d lie down peacefully,
like ripping the weariness out of our sides,
with his hands clasped together,
vibrating at the touch of an anxious skin.
Were we lovers?

We danced frantically….
Your eyes penetrating mine, I open to your wide sea,
wanting to drown me, not want to get out of it,
become one, unraveling our minds,
venting the desire to feel…
In another life we were lovers?

I don’t know if we were lovers,
but every time I meet them, the glances are on,
they betray the desire, in each greeting the words want to stay,
and though I fantasize about caresses never given,
and our lives are like at each end of a bridge,
I will cross that abyss in my fantasies,
and I will blindly keep touching you,
smelling your perfume,
imagining the moment when we lose our senses,
and surrender to freedom.
Maybe if we were lovers…

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Prohibited to read

“Don’t do it”,”Don’t eat chocolate”,”Don’t look”,”I forbid you to go out.”
Have you ever wondered why we succumb to the forbidden?

Generally the individual tends to feel an attraction towards the unknown, this being perhaps an inherent characteristic of the human being, to know, to explore the unknown, but why the forbidden? why is what we should not do generally attractive to us? Do we like challenges? Taking on challenges? Or being irreverent? What’s behind all this or what’s the explanation for this behavior?
The human being since ancient times has had the interest to know, to investigate and to discover, that is to say, to go further, until reaching or reaching new limits, it is an attraction that leads the individual to satiate that need and curiosity to know even more about something, sometimes transgressing rules or norms and assuming, in some cases, the consequences of it.

“The only way to overcome a temptation is to let yourself be carried away by it.”
Oscar Wilde

But when we focus merely on the point of transgressing rules as mentioned above, we speak of what cannot or should not be done, that is, wanting to do something which, according to the rules imposed by society, is not permitted for man, and which could be sanctioned or judged, yet apparently everything that spells “forbidden” often seduces, attracts, and causes curiosity. Analyze it for a moment, review your actions and thoughts throughout your life and you will see that sometimes you have been tempted to do something that you know is not appropriate or that goes beyond the parameters set by society.
According to some sources consulted, this desire or need for what is forbidden is attributable to genetic and environmental factors, as biochemist Dean Hamer, of the U.S. National Cancer Center, who says there is a compatibility between courage and the D4DR gene, says Hamer that those who carry a particular version of the gene show a high incidence of risk and prohibition.

If we go further back in time, prohibition is nothing new, Adam and Eve, for example, gave in to the forbidden fruit and were punished for it, as we all know… Is it true that they say that prohibition is order but generates disorder?

If we pause a little to analyze the behavior of people, for example cases of infidelity, when we study this type of action and according to data or interviews conducted with those who have practiced this practice, they agree that breaking a rule generates a strong attraction, to get out of the monotony, the tingle, the emotion of doing something wrong or inadequate is what in many cases drives us to fall into this type of situation. Similarly, following a diet immediately comes to mind countless images of foods full of calories such as chocolates, ice cream, pizzas and cravings become the protagonists of the moment. Without a doubt, what is forbidden can generate emotion in certain people, temptations will always be very attractive, prohibitions lead us to want to go further. Perhaps if society were less restrictive there would be fewer infidelities, young addicts, early pregnancies and even fewer dietary failures…

What do you think about it?

I particularly think that what is forbidden is very subjective, it depends on our ideals, values, preferences, what we believe to be right and wrong, we are the ones who set limits and do it with those around us, perhaps not everything we forbid or forbid is harmful. All that remains is to keep thinking about this subject and well, not to fall into temptation, is it?
“Sinful and forbidden pleasures are like poisoned bread, they satisfy the appetite for the moment, but there is death in them at the end.

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